Hurray the blog worm is back. That made me sound like a virus. Had been busy last week the reason why I haven’t updated my blog. Speaking of blogs my friend says my blog could be considered as one of those blogs in touch with reality. I use reality as an excuse to pour my inner emotions (If I had any). What I meant was, knowing the kind of person I am, my friends see me as someone mysterious but quirky. Private if that’s the word. Discrete? Nah, not really.
I just don’t have anything to write about Love. Which makes blogs more INTERESTING to the eyes of readers. And that fact makes my blog less interesting. Its not that I do not experience any force of attraction or admiration well I do experience those unpredictable forces too but I don’t go to the point of telling the whole world that ‘oh yea, today I’ve seen BIG SPENDER (a codename) in the cafeteria getting his lunch and for lunch he had beef picadillo and a bottle of Rush fitness water tropical flavor’. Or worst case scenario ‘my more than a decade admiration for this person had slowly slipped away and shall vanish in the forbidden forest forever’. Instead I just say ‘natutuwa ako sa mga taong malinis tignan’. For short, I admire the most literal aspects of the person’s being with out anyone noticing the admiration. People think that Im a geek. Sorta? I find neat and studious guys attractive. And in the other hand I like albino looking emos. Who wear their hairdos with confidence as if breaking the rules of decency! Whohoo!
[speaking of bangs once again I had to clip my emo-ish bangs back with my neatly done pony tail. Geez. The things I do to act decent for my future profession] During lunch today I told my blockmate something she didn’t really expect me to say. Cause everyone knows that I hated cheesy and mushy lines and stuffs.
I got my fone and played an mp3 and brought my fone closer to my friend’s ear and said:
‘Ayan, kung magpapakasal ako gusto ko yan ang wedding song ko’ (referring to 311’s Love song a 51st date soundtrack and for American Idol fan’s blake sung this song with passion)
My favorite part of the song is when the vocalist sings this part with calmness and sincerity as if he meant it:
‘however far away I will always love you, however long I stay I will always love you, whatever words I say I will always love you’
And my friend’s reply was ‘ayos! Habang lahat gusto solemn ang wedding song nila sayo parang may concierto ah’.
Moving on.. we stayed long in the café though we finished lunch early we had a dose of our blab-about-anything-session. The usual pack me, tin and chex with a new additional session mate for a day paul; the self confessed six-pack-posessing-straight-male-gay-magnet. Paul is gifted with the looks that can haunt every bi-sexual’s and gay’s fantasizing dreams.
p.s: he is straight and he has a hot-for-men girl friend.
Our story telling tidbits revolved around the scientific discussion of gay genes and abnormal chromosomal disorders which makes the gays what they are today. BEHOLD THE SCIENTIFIC EXPLANATION OF WHY THE GAYS’ HORMONES ARE RAGING. Most straight guys despised the presence of gays they believe this gays are an insult to their sexuality.
Then my gay-magnet friend was faced with my very controversial question:
‘Bakit ba? Ano ba meron sa mga bading?’
He said: ‘Parang ang weird lang na alam mo na lalake din sila tapos sila naiiba, parang ‘ano yan?’..’ maybe referring to the cross dresser types.
But eventually he learned to accept gays. He can’t make them stop liking him. Hahaha!
Well I think gays had already left their mark in the society. But still I confess there are times that I still feel intolerant on some issues. Oh well, that really is life. You’re faced with choices, choices you have to take the responsibility on if you are concerned with your reputation.
If your gay well so be it. This is a free country.
But since this a free country do not expect everyone to think the same way you do may it be issues of gay tolerance or intolerance.
I can’t believe I said that for my post’s finale.
Live life and be happy. That’s all.
