Sipping a can of coke as I force myself to blog at 2:33 AM while listening to a track from incubus. My silence in this blog meant I’ve been through a lot while im on hiatus. I tried facing trials, difficult once yet I had to bare with it since Death is permanent it’s a part of life. I tried cursing the one who takes lives but I didn’t get anything back, who knows maybe its bad karma soon. This past few weeks my mobile fone was filled with tunes only a tear jerker could resist. I have the sad songs in my mobile and my player and the music goes on in my mind without the need of any earphones attached to my ear.

Sleep well… [- a line from dashboard confessional’s stolen]

Sleep well charles, sleep well my friend for suffering has decided to live you alone, God has offered you a slot in heaven in his paradise or where ever it is he considers his kingdom. I am a roman catholic yet I am numb of all the church teachings. I do not want to blame God for everything that is happening in my life. I force myself to believe that God has nothing to do with my misfortunes. I told a friend of mine that Im mad at God or whoever takes lives. Why take the good ones and give the bad ones a chance to live. Who deserves to rule the earth? Politicians, terrorists, vigilantes, smugglers? How can you stop violence if you took those who has the capacity to spread goodness. You punish the sinners for having sinned against you why did this sinners sinned against you? Theres too much violence if equality is your point I don’t see it all fair!

I am not suppose to blame you. I am just sad. I should blame myself for not being a good disciple because I can’t be one. But I believe in goodness and morality which keeps me attached to you. As long as I believe in goodness I believe in you.

Pics from our dear friend's internment..

I'll miss you charles.

Labels: bye charles

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I am Nicole a 21 year old female living specie. Born and Raised in Philippines’ Southern Latin City of Zamboanga.

I am currently finishing a course in BS Medical Technology in this wretched Institution named Trinity University of Asia. A soon to be Med Student in some Philippine Medical School.

During my free time I indulge in DVD marathons, Making coffee, eating Jack&Jill’s V-Cut, tv watching, Discovering the streets of Quiapo, enjoy live bands, walk in Trinoma, have long talks in Starbucks, bum out in katipunan, go to a foreign bands concert, dropping by powerbooks, laugh out loud in Burgerking.

My interests are medicine, science, converse chuck taylors, Net surfing, archie comics, beans, dogs, music, Emily the strange, Project406

I will give out free vaccinations in the future haha !

.fourth!Romance is the designer.
Inspiration from Exuvalia and mintypeach.