Im excited mom allowed me to go home along with dad and uncle for my cousin's bday! Haven't seen them yet since every time they decide to visit Zamboanga it so happened that Im busy with classes in Manila. Well no fuss about it at least Im going to see them this time! My cousins from Illinois and mexico came home too thats why Im so excited to see them! Counting the days.. 2 days to go!
Lately, I have been feeling this tension. Ever since I was being forced to take up Nursing. The common dilemma for teenage kids they say. Well, I was always this hard headed kid who didn't even care to listen to what her parents has to say. In my early High school days I wanted to be a lawyer then came 3rd year when I went back to the old feeling.. the feeling of wanting to be a doctor or a scientist! I remember those old autograph books I always filled in AMBITION with SCIENTIST.
I never wanted to be a nurse unless I stayed in zamboanga Im sure to take up nursing to get my lazy ass of the island. I have this feeling that everyone aside from mama(not my mom but a tita who took care of me) is against my plans. But their ready to support me on my plans but its just one thing they'll keep this hidden grudge forever. Me not taking up nursing. I have this pride. I got out of Nutrition and Dietetics wanting something more difficult. My previous course was hell difficult too but Im off with numbers and bumming around computing people's BMI. I want a suitable pre-med course because I want to be a doctor no matter how hard it is! Im sure going to kick their asses if Im going to make it to med!
I want a noble job something that will make me proud someday. Im not doing this because it was my parents' idea. Im doing this to prove everyone wrong. You dont need to be a nurse for people to consider you SUCCESSFUL! well hell no! Darn i dont wanna be a nurse! I dont want to cuss the course because more than half of the people I know are taking up that course.
For medicine proper im considering cebu. Its about time that I settle my plans. I think it would be great to study in Cebu with a friend on the other hand taking up law proper too right? Im so excited! Well, I still dont know what the future holds.
pheww... I better go to sleep I have to be up at 7am. Lots of things to do
1. Enroll for summer classes
2. buy pizza for the dumb asses whom Im going to feed
- looking forward to this dvd in my crib and just binge all the way!
3. Departure to Zamboanga
okay now.. Wish me luck!
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