Entry Feb 14
29 minutes to go and thank God valentines day is about to end! I bet lovers right now are checking in or just about to get a room in some motel. (snicker) This is some lame day for the fact that I am single ( and not wanting to be committed) didn’t even bug me today. Im not in to mush neither am I in to dates?
I should be studying right now but I am here typing for my blog. I came to pour the drops of emotions I was able to catch today. First for things I despise the most. Flirting! Its disturbing to see someone specifically doing the first move, specially if you’re of my gender. So that excludes a neuter. Next in line, I hate my bangs, my specifically over grown bangs! It could even touch my chin this time! I liked it 5 months ago. During our microbiology lecture period it just kept falling down out of the blue. Maybe there’s something wrong with the way I fasten it with my hair clip!
Right now I just texted a friend telling him how I hate chocolates because they make me happy. That statement will give you an idea on my personality. I don’t want chocolates to make me happy, I want to experience happiness spontaneously.
Oh wait Emo is as commercialized as valentines already! What can you say about that! But hey I was damn happy to see some Punk looking guy in mc Donald’s! He was in his total get up! The combat shoes, the over worn ragged jacket, the long almost rusty chain. He wasn’t a poser he was authentic! I told tin that I look up to those kinds of people. Those who aren’t afraid to express themselves! Just this week I saw a girl looking ol’ emo in her unevenly cut black gown and hi-cut sneakers with her totally thick eye shadow, again I told tin that the girl was cool while excitedly pointing at the interesting stranger!
As I get older I get weirder. I think this explains why my level for weird classifications has rapidly changed from thinking that this one’s weird to this thing is not worth rating! (geez can’t explain well). A couple of guy friends shared their opinions bout my over grown bangs trying to hide my fully grown nose (huge like a tomato I admit)
GUY1: Nicole, I think your hair’s better all combed to the back not even touching your face. “mas disenteng tignan”
GUY2: oo nga Nicole tama siya bakit ka ba nagpagupit ng ganon?
I told some of my friends the reason. It is to express myself. On how I felt about the world. My view on life’s paradigm. My sense of being, my style, the real me, what I was into. Everything about me. My hair is me. Since its stuck in my head its mine! Everything attached to any part of my body is mine. So try to respect it. Its not like I have a moe-hawk hairdo that you have to diss my hair forever!
Anyway, enough of my hair. Some people in school are annoying, the memories of their existence came across my thinking once again. Well, that’s all. Got to study.
I survived Valentines day!
