Its been months since I last wrote in this blog-fested site..
And I mean write whole heartedly with words
Forcefully chosen in my mind.
I came across the writings of Ala which perked me up to do the same but I admit I might not be the greatest blog writer there is but I blog with all honesty and what.. and whatever word comes after honesty?!
Now I know what it is like to indulge into the fury of totally intense studying. Which was what I was doing for the past 4weeks since this freakin’ sem started. This semester is a re-birth! The time I get to rejuvenate myself from the crappy sem that was with not so crappy grades but crappy to my level! The lowest I ever got and thank God my parents are not all-checky on me! My parents never ask me for my grade that’s one good thing about being me. But I don’t want anyone playing my role cause I don’t have plans on screwing the me in me!
I came here to reflect. I wont go on mumbling about my sole purpose in life! I came to reflect on who I have become. Gone are the days when I had to depend on a friend’s insights about me. On what I have done on that day, did I ever screw up infront of mr. these and that. Gone are the days when I had to force him and another friend to torture me with trigonometric functions. Gone are the days that I had to depend on them.
Gone are the days when I had the fear of eating all by myself in cafeterias. Gone are the days when I had to starve and wait for my mom to come home so that the dining table will be complete. Gone are the days when I just have to seat in the table and wait for food to be served. Gone are the comfort days of dining.
Gone are days when I had to chase my classmates around and play tag with them until the guard will shoo us off from school and intentionally switches off the lights on the lobby to make us feel unwelcome! Gone are the days when I had to arm wrestle with my guy classmates to see how strong an obese person can be. Gone are the days of endless playing.
Gone are the days when mom had to drive me off to school at 8am when my class starts at 7:30. Gone are the days when my allowance was below the minimum wage suggestion for laborers in our economy. Gone are the days when I had to complain why does my bag smell like beef steak again! Gone are the days of parental control.
Gone are the days when I should be kissing ass to please someone I shouldn’t be pleasing! And now he is chatting with me rudely! How I wish earth will swallow him up! That’s one big problem about rude people. They act as if the whole worlds a burden! I pity them! They should not act as if their having the happiest life at these moment when they aren’t even having a good life or maybe just some aspects in their life!
May rudeness kill that person!
The whole bloging atmosphere was interrupted by this rude person! That’s why blogging ends here!
Peace out.
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