2 hours to go with out any choice left, I should welcome 2007.
No one knows whats in store for each in the coming days.
Once I told my friend. I do not expect to live longer than 18 years. If I do, it must be a blessing but at least a curse for me. I do not like living my life day by day. Its somehow excruciating knowing that I couldn't help others the way I want to help them because I am simply ME.
In my life I limited my capacity to love people because I am not equipped or gifted with talents and abilities to keep them all forever but at least I know how to care for each in my effortless way of showing such.
I as the persona typing this now has a lot of grievances and misfortunes in life. Its all in my mind but I do not know any. They say I'm lonely , they say I am not. Here is the truth.
I am numb.
I am neither lonely or happy. I am Numb. If there is one person in this world living with out feelings but with a heart. That is me. I lost my passion to continue showing people the goodness of life in either way I do not care if they feel it or not.
I do not like people comforting me. I do not like people asking me if I am fine coz I am. I am just not in my right mind to feel the concern. I was talking GIBBERISH just like stitch.
I miss some people who apparently can't be seen physically and at the same time their unmicroscopic.
REJENE: ayoko na magtype naiiyak ako e.. di kasi umuwi ng xmas di ko nanaman nakita.
No one knows whats in store for each in the coming days.
Once I told my friend. I do not expect to live longer than 18 years. If I do, it must be a blessing but at least a curse for me. I do not like living my life day by day. Its somehow excruciating knowing that I couldn't help others the way I want to help them because I am simply ME.
In my life I limited my capacity to love people because I am not equipped or gifted with talents and abilities to keep them all forever but at least I know how to care for each in my effortless way of showing such.
I as the persona typing this now has a lot of grievances and misfortunes in life. Its all in my mind but I do not know any. They say I'm lonely , they say I am not. Here is the truth.
I am numb.
I am neither lonely or happy. I am Numb. If there is one person in this world living with out feelings but with a heart. That is me. I lost my passion to continue showing people the goodness of life in either way I do not care if they feel it or not.
I do not like people comforting me. I do not like people asking me if I am fine coz I am. I am just not in my right mind to feel the concern. I was talking GIBBERISH just like stitch.
I miss some people who apparently can't be seen physically and at the same time their unmicroscopic.
REJENE: ayoko na magtype naiiyak ako e.. di kasi umuwi ng xmas di ko nanaman nakita.
JACKIE: [trying my best to type] It has been written in my bible that if there were two crazy persons whom I would never forget during xmas it would be my manster and this person whom I consider a kiddoe JACKIE. Every christmas I would pass by their house and drop of their kiddie gifts. Along with her sister's gift too. But this year was different this was the first christmas without her in the country. Twas' a bit sad with my laptop lying on my bed crashed and hopeless I couldn't even greet her online. But I realized that hey whats the fuss I think that kiddoe is having the time of her life waiting for the snow in mid air to touch her tongue and finally taste it with glee! [imagining her opening her mouth wide facing the sky]
HAPPY NEW YEAR
